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Cinderella

When I was young, girls at my age shared the same dreams of becoming a Princess Most of them said that they'd love to be Cinderella Well, I'm sure people on earth know the story of Cinderella A girl, A shoe, A Prince and also A magic. Every girls sure envy her, Cinderella But not every girls want to go through the same pain that Cinderella had once Step mother, step sisters, even being treated unfairly and don't forget that she has no chance to tell her father all the pains We all know that in fairy tale every Princess will have their happily ever after, but it will hard to find that in our real world It's even harder to be Cinderella in our life, seems like 1 in Million will turn out becoming Cinderella Ah, I wish that I could be Cinderella too I wish to spend the life like fairy tale Princesses have having a good palace, meet such a handsome Prince even having a magical time with love of my life What a good life..too good to be true Isn't ...

Put that shame on you

Hey buddy listen up Finally I have guts to spill the tea Yeah you know I used to be silence I used to stay in my place and do nothing I used to listen to anyone's opinions about me I used to be treated unfair then a friend of mine said 'you're not the only who treated that way, you potrayed the world in the wrong figure' Well then may I ask you a question buddy? How's your life now? It seems to be happy It seems like you enjoy even when the world treats you bad, because world treats me, my kinds and all people with disabilities worse.. To be clear I am not one with disability I'm just one of my kind who world seems to be their shame..their sins because I'm part of the world How could possible not? They treat me as if I have the most dangerous disease when in fact I'm only few pounds over the world beauty standard The world I know treat me as if I'm not capable at anything and keep saying everything I've done not good enough accordin...

Universe (Dear God)

Hi universe, do you mind if I borrow you shoulder to rest my head for a while? Do you mind listening to my story which I couldn't tell even to the closest one? Recently, well to be exact in this 6 months I realize that nobody truly understand, I can't even understand myself. What is my speciality, will I do something great for my future, or will I end well in this world or end up like a piece of junk. These thoughts are burdens to me since I've seen and I've through unforgetable memories which cannot be accepted easily cannot be forgiven easily even to let it go. I used to see the world with people with harmony and kindness, but it changes when I grow up Some elders already warn me about the real world But the point is, even the kids nowadays don't have their freedom like I used to have So now I'd like to say the real world isn't easy even for kids World isn't safe anymore and I'm afraid something will vanish human right away I may nt a fo...

Tak Seindah Cerita Dongeng (prologue)

Hai Ayah Sudah lama kita tidak bertegur sapa Sudah lama juga kita saling bercerita Kira-kira sudah berapa lama ya? Mungkinkah ada sepuluh tahun lebih? Rasanya seperti baru kemarin Rasanya rumah ini tak lengkap tanpa kehadiranmu Iya benar..Sudah sepuluh tahun bahkan lebih dari itu Setiap kali aku ingat, rasanya airmataku tak bisa ku tahan Dulu Ayah sering menceritakan cerita dongeng Cerita dongeng sebelum aku tertidur lelap Cerita yang membuat aku mempunyai harapan Kisah pengantar tidur yang tidak pernah gagal membuatku tersenyum Namun kini ketika aku beranjak dewasa Kini anakmu sudah tumbuh besar Hahaha..ya tumbuh besar seperti yang bisa Ayah bayangkan Benar Ayah kata mereka, aku terlalu besar Aku terlalu besar sampai-sampai aku bisa menghancurkan rumah Aku terlalu besar sehingga aku terlihat tidak menarik Aku terlalu besar sampai-sampai mereka berpikir bahwa aku tak berotak Aku terlalu besar sampai-sampai tak ada suatu hal yang cocok bagiku Aku pikir dulu see...

Bad Means Good While Good Means Bad

Have you ever heard the phrase "Don't Judge The Book by Its Cover"? How about the phrase "Good Girl always Love Bad Boy"? There are the lot of Phares that reminds us about life that may end up surprising us about the fact Once I'm mistaking salt for being like a sugar I thought that care about people around is a must but then I forget how to love myself equally I thought to fulfill my parents' expectation would bring me happiness but end up I do something halfheartedly It is good to fulfill parents' expectation, but will they understand my passion? Or is it me who is selfish? I thought It would be great if I dated a smart and a hot guy at the same time but why it always ends with a pain I thought every innocent people always the nicest, but I am wrong All the principles I have since I was young now break into pieces. Yeah I know I am bad! I know I am selfish! But, don't I have a right to live my life? I'd like to fulfill...

Hello to myself

Dear myself, Hello! Greetings from the past I am here to be a self note to you I am here to cheer you up, since nobody truly understand you unless I, you Yeah only you alone who understand So... How long has it been happened? Do you cry often when that thing comes up in your mind? Or do you cry in secret so nobody knows that actually it makes you dying? Now I want to tell you CRY AS MUCH AS YOU WANT! SCREAM LOUDLY! CURSE THAT THING! But end up DO NOT DO SOMETHING STUPID Look at yourself Chin up This storm will passed by like any others C'mon! I know you are strong I know you worth everything in this world It's only people don't know how precious you are Don't you know People feel insecure about themselves there're some people who jealous at your life People jealous at each other That's why we are human Don't you realize you had been through this shi+ not only once you had been through this since kid Can't you see how ...

Pembuktian

Langit tak perlu berkoar-koar untuk membuktikan bahwa dirinya tinggi Hanya gedung sajalah yang perlu membuktikan bahwa dirinya tinggi Gedung itu berkoar-koar melalui manusia-manusia yang saling bertukar kata Gedung itu bahkan tidak menyadari bahwa dia akan dibanding dengan sesamanya Semakin ia bisa menyentuh langit, semakin banggalah dirinya Namun langit hanya tetap akan diam, dan memaklumi Langit tidak perlu berkoar-koar membuktikan dirinya tinggi Karena hujan akan turun untuk membuktikan Langit hanya perlu diam Orang-orang banyak berkoar-koar dengan percaya diri bahwa bumi itu besar tapi  mereka tidak tahu bahwa Jupiter jauh lebih besar tapi Jupiter tidak perlu berkoar-koar membuktikan dirinya besar Bahkan Jupiter pun sadar bahwa kelak akan ada yang lebih besar dibanding dirinya Peneliti pun membuktikan bahwa ada yang lebih besar dari Jupiter, OGLE-2016-BLG-1190Lb Mereka menyebutnya Exoplanet Laut tak perlu berkoar-koar untuk membuktikan bahwa dirinya l...

One Day

Give me one day to tell you Yeah, just one day to tell you the truth It was begun the day you told me that you will be gone the day you told me that we will apart there will be distance between us It was started when you told me your dream your dream to make me happy to fulfill my life with 100% happiness Even you said no need to worry You said that you will come back   Distance doesn't scare not having you by my side is not seeing your face, or even listening to your voice Can you please give me one day One day is more than enough for me to tell this  To tell everything To spit all the pains I want us to be forever I don't want you to be far away It is not like i don't want you to be success I just want us right now I want us to be settled I want us remain forever Give me just one day to be with you since I'm already intoxicated by your existence I can't stand to be apart from you I can't stan...

Meant To Be

  “If it's meant to be, it'll be, it'll be Baby, just let it be If it's meant to be, it'll be, it'll be Baby, just let it be” I guess everyone knows that song Yes that’s a song which sung by Bebe Rexha Featuring Florida Georgia Line That song is really helpful whenever something bad happens Or even when someone disappoints me As Human, it can’t be helped when we’re really expect something, Nowadays my friends said that I’m really enthusiast about Asian Games 2018, but you and them don’t know the whole story behind it, even though sometimes I try not to tell the truth but it feels like a burden to me. And by the time   I write this post I started to cry as my head brings me back to that moment. So, lemme tell ya. Since 2017 I joined as a Volunteer for Asian Games 2018, I attended all the training sessions. It was a beautiful day until someday ‘they’ didn’t even send a proper information whether I join the pre-event or main event.  ...