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This situation (re: pandemic) makes me realize abut that quote Life isn't fair, and whether I'm ready or not I have to adjust myself Even for the last 19months, I doubt my faith in God I keep questioning Him for detailed reasons about everything that happened I wonder why my prayers haven't been answered even till the day I get up and write this thing I wonder why people never appreciate and notice me no matter how hard I try to compare to 'that people' I wonder why wise quotes keep saying about miracles and good news every morning when I see nothing changed except the way I see my life.. Yeah the way I see life..different I used to believe in dreams and goals, but my dreams and goals got cut off by the reality I used to believe that someday I'll be loved and I'll find love, but I got rejected and humiliated many times I used to believe I deserve chances, but I got none - I got kicked out because they only took me for granted People shared their pain with a ...

When I was young, girls at my age shared the same dreams of becoming a Princess Most of them said that they'd love to be Cinderella Well, I'm sure people on earth know the story of Cinderella A girl, A shoe, A Prince and also A magic. Every girls sure envy her, Cinderella But not every girls want to go through the same pain that Cinderella had once Step mother, step sisters, even being treated unfairly and don't forget that she has no chance to tell her father all the pains We all know that in fairy tale every Princess will have their happily ever after, but it will hard to find that in our real world It's even harder to be Cinderella in our life, seems like 1 in Million will turn out becoming Cinderella Ah, I wish that I could be Cinderella too I wish to spend the life like fairy tale Princesses have having a good palace, meet such a handsome Prince even having a magical time with love of my life What a good life..too good to be true Isn't ...

Have you ever heard the phrase "Don't Judge The Book by Its Cover"? How about the phrase "Good Girl always Love Bad Boy"? There are the lot of Phares that reminds us about life that may end up surprising us about the fact Once I'm mistaking salt for being like a sugar I thought that care about people around is a must but then I forget how to love myself equally I thought to fulfill my parents' expectation would bring me happiness but end up I do something halfheartedly It is good to fulfill parents' expectation, but will they understand my passion? Or is it me who is selfish? I thought It would be great if I dated a smart and a hot guy at the same time but why it always ends with a pain I thought every innocent people always the nicest, but I am wrong All the principles I have since I was young now break into pieces. Yeah I know I am bad! I know I am selfish! But, don't I have a right to live my life? I'd like to fulfill...

This post was inspired by many people who prove themselves that they deserve to be loved by others despite that people lack experience, wealth or even body shape don't meet the society standard. Have you ever heard 'Underdog'? I bet you have heard, right? Then I guarantee that you familiar with 'Black Horse' Yes, The Black Horse Or known as a contestant or someone that seems unlikely to succeed (in something according to society standard) Well, that's what people say right now But, can you guess what did they say before I slapped their face? They call me Ugly,  They say I'm  a Pyscho They say I'm a bi+ch They say I'm stupid They call me miserable They call me Elephant They talk behind my back Even they underestimate me I know that people never recognized me I know that I know fewer people Have less connection compare to them in this society My life ain't that fancy My parents ain't rich  I'm not that creative ...

Dear myself, Hello! Greetings from the past I am here to be a self note to you I am here to cheer you up, since nobody truly understand you unless I, you Yeah only you alone who understand So... How long has it been happened? Do you cry often when that thing comes up in your mind? Or do you cry in secret so nobody knows that actually it makes you dying? Now I want to tell you CRY AS MUCH AS YOU WANT! SCREAM LOUDLY! CURSE THAT THING! But end up DO NOT DO SOMETHING STUPID Look at yourself Chin up This storm will passed by like any others C'mon! I know you are strong I know you worth everything in this world It's only people don't know how precious you are Don't you know People feel insecure about themselves there're some people who jealous at your life People jealous at each other That's why we are human Don't you realize you had been through this shi+ not only once you had been through this since kid Can't you see how ...

Langit tak perlu berkoar-koar untuk membuktikan bahwa dirinya tinggi Hanya gedung sajalah yang perlu membuktikan bahwa dirinya tinggi Gedung itu berkoar-koar melalui manusia-manusia yang saling bertukar kata Gedung itu bahkan tidak menyadari bahwa dia akan dibanding dengan sesamanya Semakin ia bisa menyentuh langit, semakin banggalah dirinya Namun langit hanya tetap akan diam, dan memaklumi Langit tidak perlu berkoar-koar membuktikan dirinya tinggi Karena hujan akan turun untuk membuktikan Langit hanya perlu diam Orang-orang banyak berkoar-koar dengan percaya diri bahwa bumi itu besar tapi  mereka tidak tahu bahwa Jupiter jauh lebih besar tapi Jupiter tidak perlu berkoar-koar membuktikan dirinya besar Bahkan Jupiter pun sadar bahwa kelak akan ada yang lebih besar dibanding dirinya Peneliti pun membuktikan bahwa ada yang lebih besar dari Jupiter, OGLE-2016-BLG-1190Lb Mereka menyebutnya Exoplanet Laut tak perlu berkoar-koar untuk membuktikan bahwa dirinya l...

Give me one day to tell you Yeah, just one day to tell you the truth It was begun the day you told me that you will be gone the day you told me that we will apart there will be distance between us It was started when you told me your dream your dream to make me happy to fulfill my life with 100% happiness Even you said no need to worry You said that you will come back   Distance doesn't scare not having you by my side is not seeing your face, or even listening to your voice Can you please give me one day One day is more than enough for me to tell this  To tell everything To spit all the pains I want us to be forever I don't want you to be far away It is not like i don't want you to be success I just want us right now I want us to be settled I want us remain forever Give me just one day to be with you since I'm already intoxicated by your existence I can't stand to be apart from you I can't stan...

HELLO!! Asian Games 2018 will NOT be over SOON BECAUSE. There’s still one Sports event on the list which should be watched by us       “The Asian Para Games 2018” ..!!   \(^0^)/ This’s the VERY FIRST TIME I follow up on this sports event (I must Thank The Setter Space for this opportunity) I heard about this event last year, but I didn’t know what’s all about. Now I know In my opinion, the tagline inspires me to come up with this title Wanna know why? Lemme give you a tour The day I open my eyes   was the most horrible day The day I thought I will die, was beyond my expectation The day which took my dreams away was the most horrible nightmare I wish I could never open my eyes anymore I wish I WAS DEAD I would rather DIE than LIVING LIKE THIS That day made me remember my GLORIOUS day The moment of my debut in the MOST PRESTIGIOUS Event But..The Universe Showed me the opposite I was crashed, I was invol...

  “If it's meant to be, it'll be, it'll be Baby, just let it be If it's meant to be, it'll be, it'll be Baby, just let it be” I guess everyone knows that song Yes that’s a song which sung by Bebe Rexha Featuring Florida Georgia Line That song is really helpful whenever something bad happens Or even when someone disappoints me As Human, it can’t be helped when we’re really expect something, Nowadays my friends said that I’m really enthusiast about Asian Games 2018, but you and them don’t know the whole story behind it, even though sometimes I try not to tell the truth but it feels like a burden to me. And by the time   I write this post I started to cry as my head brings me back to that moment. So, lemme tell ya. Since 2017 I joined as a Volunteer for Asian Games 2018, I attended all the training sessions. It was a beautiful day until someday ‘they’ didn’t even send a proper information whether I join the pre-event or main event.  ...