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One Day

Give me one day to tell you
Yeah, just one day to tell you the truth

It was begun the day you told me that
you will be gone
the day you told me that we will apart
there will be distance between us

It was started when you told me your dream
your dream to make me happy
to fulfill my life with 100% happiness
Even you said no need to worry

You said that you will come back


Distance doesn't scare
not having you by my side is
not seeing your face, or even listening to your voice

Can you please give me one day
One day is more than enough for me to tell this 
To tell everything
To spit all the pains

I want us to be forever
I don't want you to be far away
It is not like i don't want you to be success
I just want us right now

I want us to be settled
I want us remain forever



Give me just one day to be with you
since I'm already intoxicated by your existence
I can't stand to be apart from you
I can't stand myself from missing you even just for a moment
The other truth is
I'm easily jealous of people who get to see you everyday


I know even if you go fulfill your dream 
we're still looking up at the same sky
we're still in the same world, just with a different time zone

But ..
Don't you know that I'm ready to walk with you
I'm ready to spend all my blood, sweat and tears by your side
I'm ready to face the world along with you
I'm ready to fight those against us
but unfortunately you see the opposite

I'm clearly understand
I know that you want me to understand
but I also want you to be understand
please consider any consequences 
consider my feelings
consider 'us'

Even if it's not enough to convince you to stay
Then promise me one thing
Let us always remain forever
Cos someday a flight will be the only choice I have to be with you
Cos someday my bedtime will be different

Please, just one day I want you to hear me
 

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The End

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Cinderella

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