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Have you ever heard the phrase "Don't Judge The Book by Its Cover"? How about the phrase "Good Girl always Love Bad Boy"? There are the lot of Phares that reminds us about life that may end up surprising us about the fact Once I'm mistaking salt for being like a sugar I thought that care about people around is a must but then I forget how to love myself equally I thought to fulfill my parents' expectation would bring me happiness but end up I do something halfheartedly It is good to fulfill parents' expectation, but will they understand my passion? Or is it me who is selfish? I thought It would be great if I dated a smart and a hot guy at the same time but why it always ends with a pain I thought every innocent people always the nicest, but I am wrong All the principles I have since I was young now break into pieces. Yeah I know I am bad! I know I am selfish! But, don't I have a right to live my life? I'd like to fulfill...

Dear myself, Hello! Greetings from the past I am here to be a self note to you I am here to cheer you up, since nobody truly understand you unless I, you Yeah only you alone who understand So... How long has it been happened? Do you cry often when that thing comes up in your mind? Or do you cry in secret so nobody knows that actually it makes you dying? Now I want to tell you CRY AS MUCH AS YOU WANT! SCREAM LOUDLY! CURSE THAT THING! But end up DO NOT DO SOMETHING STUPID Look at yourself Chin up This storm will passed by like any others C'mon! I know you are strong I know you worth everything in this world It's only people don't know how precious you are Don't you know People feel insecure about themselves there're some people who jealous at your life People jealous at each other That's why we are human Don't you realize you had been through this shi+ not only once you had been through this since kid Can't you see how ...

Langit tak perlu berkoar-koar untuk membuktikan bahwa dirinya tinggi Hanya gedung sajalah yang perlu membuktikan bahwa dirinya tinggi Gedung itu berkoar-koar melalui manusia-manusia yang saling bertukar kata Gedung itu bahkan tidak menyadari bahwa dia akan dibanding dengan sesamanya Semakin ia bisa menyentuh langit, semakin banggalah dirinya Namun langit hanya tetap akan diam, dan memaklumi Langit tidak perlu berkoar-koar membuktikan dirinya tinggi Karena hujan akan turun untuk membuktikan Langit hanya perlu diam Orang-orang banyak berkoar-koar dengan percaya diri bahwa bumi itu besar tapi  mereka tidak tahu bahwa Jupiter jauh lebih besar tapi Jupiter tidak perlu berkoar-koar membuktikan dirinya besar Bahkan Jupiter pun sadar bahwa kelak akan ada yang lebih besar dibanding dirinya Peneliti pun membuktikan bahwa ada yang lebih besar dari Jupiter, OGLE-2016-BLG-1190Lb Mereka menyebutnya Exoplanet Laut tak perlu berkoar-koar untuk membuktikan bahwa dirinya l...

It's all started with all misunderstanding and it;s already end by you left me behind I didn't have chance to explain All things i did...nothing Just waiting..waiting for the right time to explain But, then i realize we'll never be the same All the misunderstanding will never be clear I saw you left and i'm here..right now alone (again) I spend my time to improve myself I dare myself to move on I train myself to love without you But, the other day i saw you... I saw you  you were smiling..but not in front of me you're too far away I didn't know that day you notice me then you walked away you locked yourself from you try to warn me that i dont need to explain you try to show me you're happy with her that's why you unlocked yourself then show off So do you think it's funny? Is it fun to show off? Do you think it's a game? once you locked yourself, then you unlocked! I ain't that easy boy...

"Please don't fall in love with someone new" that's what i told my heart after experience my first love broke my heart into pieces I thought my heart could listen to my brain I thought my heart could cooperate not to fall but i was wrong I was too naive Yeah.. too naive when it comes about love A sweet love which makes me cheerful A sweet love which makes me diligent A sweet love which gives me a chance to dream Until one day my brain speaks up " he has changed" "he won't love me back" "It will always one sided love" "he did it just to flirt every girls" "don't let the guard down when he's being nice" but.. it's too late i'm desperate to talk with him everyday i think about him and it makes me smile brightly i have a wide imagination about him..spend my leisure time with him, having a lovey dovey moment having a silly conversation till joking around...

I'm tired I'm sick of being here..stuck.. doing all the same things, everyday. I'm tired .. i think i need more holidays and sleep But So then i choose to remain in silence Keep silent is the best way right now Keep in silent day after day How should i react these day? I don;t have any idea of living these days Sometimes i have idea to end my life..to give up But, myself keep asking "Why did i start all of this work?" So then, i told myself to stay.. hold on! Just hanging in here till i run of energy I feel like a dead-body but still alive I feel like i can't do anything properly due to my tiredness I can't even think wisely I can't manage myself to be me But why i can remember you clearly? I can remember your name I..automatically run to you when i'm out of energy Am i already in love with you? WHAT? LOVE?! NO WAY! That's not true, isn't it? Please somebody...

Sudah hampir 10 tahun aku hidup tanpa orang yang aku cinta Orang itu pergi sejak Engkau panggil untuk selamanya Sudah hampir 3 tahun aku terdampar, melalang buana di kota asing ini Jauh dari dekapan Ibuku, jauh dari sendagurau saudariku Sudah hampir 9 tahun aku berpisah dengan cinta yang pertama kukenal Cinta yang kuyakini adalah sumbu penyemangatku Cinta yang dulu pernah terasa manis Semua kenangan manis itu tidak akan pernah terulang .. TAPI MENAGAPA PENGKHIANAT DAN MUSUH KU MASIH TERUS BERULANG? Sudah hampir 21 tahun aku bernafas di dunia ini mengecap rasa pahit, manis nya kehidupan mencoba menemukan kembali kenangan manis itu mencoba merajut sebuah harapan tapi kenapa? MENGAPA?! Para pengkhianat itu pernah menjadi temanku aku tak mau memanggil mereka 'sahabat', karena sahabat ku hanya Engkau! aku pun tak sudi memanggil mereka 'teman' mengingat semua yang terjadi! Para pengkhianat itu hanya ingin ilmu yang kumiliki dengan memanfaatkan ...

This topic talk about Life.. How miserable it is How fantastic it is How Horrible it is How terrifying and scary.. and moreover this topic gonna bring you the common thoughts that we have This will attach your mind, and without realizing you could feel that way You know you truly love somebody when they hurt you so badly, but all you can think about it is the times when they made you smile There are days when I miss you, and there are days that I don't. Either way, I remember you everyday. If you ask me how I'm doing, I would say I'm doing fine. I would lie and say that you're not on my mind. My plan is to forgive and forget; forgive myself for being so stupid and forget you ever existed Remember the five simple rules to be happy: Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less. I'm mad for always being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong, getting attached, and for making you a huge part of my...