Alone in Love

It's all started with all misunderstanding
and it;s already end by you left me behind
I didn't have chance to explain
All things i did...nothing
Just waiting..waiting for the right time to explain

But, then i realize we'll never be the same

All the misunderstanding will never be clear

I saw you left

and i'm here..right now alone (again)

I spend my time to improve myself

I dare myself to move on

I train myself to love without you

But, the other day i saw you...

I saw you

you were smiling..but not in front of me

you're too far away

I didn't know that day you notice me then you walked away

you locked yourself from

you try to warn me that i dont need to explain

you try to show me you're happy with her

that's why you unlocked yourself then show off

So do you think it's funny?
Is it fun to show off?
Do you think it's a game?
once you locked yourself, then you unlocked!
I ain't that easy boy

I know..
I can see it clearly you're happy with your girl
so then, let's continue our path
Let's keep the misunderstanding always be there

I choose my own path, since you're already
I choose to be left alone

Well, yeah
again..alone

Now, you're just a memory

Even though you're the first one who taught me about love

But you can't deny the fact you're my past now

I choose to run away and hide

I wish i could never see you, but i was wrong

In case to buried the pain, i smile

keep walking on the road

letting the wind takes me into the next stop

It's scary here

I can't see anything clearly, except your smile

and my tears wont stop

it keeps falling

that was you who made me this way

that was you

that was your fault

but i can't blame you, it was me who falls for you

i can't blame you for being so happy right now,

so i blame myself for being a fool

Starting this moment
It will never be the same
I find my next stop
I find my reason to continue my journey

but, i prefer to be alone in love
i prefer not to close to anybody
till my wound heals
till that time i'll make sure
a great thankful to that guy

sweet like a candy
bright like a sunshine
and full of luck like a lucky charm

until then..
i will find my happiness, but not in my first love

so i choose to be alone..in love

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