Fraulein14

When I was young, girls at my age shared the same dreams of becoming a Princess Most of them said that they'd love to be Cinderella Well, I'm sure people on earth know the story of Cinderella A girl, A shoe, A Prince and also A magic. Every girls sure envy her, Cinderella But not every girls want to go through the same pain that Cinderella had once Step mother, step sisters, even being treated unfairly and don't forget that she has no chance to tell her father all the pains We all know that in fairy tale every Princess will have their happily ever after, but it will hard to find that in our real world It's even harder to be Cinderella in our life, seems like 1 in Million will turn out becoming Cinderella Ah, I wish that I could be Cinderella too I wish to spend the life like fairy tale Princesses have having a good palace, meet such a handsome Prince even having a magical time with love of my life What a good life..too good to be true Isn't ...

Give me one day to tell you Yeah, just one day to tell you the truth It was begun the day you told me that you will be gone the day you told me that we will apart there will be distance between us It was started when you told me your dream your dream to make me happy to fulfill my life with 100% happiness Even you said no need to worry You said that you will come back   Distance doesn't scare not having you by my side is not seeing your face, or even listening to your voice Can you please give me one day One day is more than enough for me to tell this  To tell everything To spit all the pains I want us to be forever I don't want you to be far away It is not like i don't want you to be success I just want us right now I want us to be settled I want us remain forever Give me just one day to be with you since I'm already intoxicated by your existence I can't stand to be apart from you I can't stan...

It's all started with all misunderstanding and it;s already end by you left me behind I didn't have chance to explain All things i did...nothing Just waiting..waiting for the right time to explain But, then i realize we'll never be the same All the misunderstanding will never be clear I saw you left and i'm here..right now alone (again) I spend my time to improve myself I dare myself to move on I train myself to love without you But, the other day i saw you... I saw you  you were smiling..but not in front of me you're too far away I didn't know that day you notice me then you walked away you locked yourself from you try to warn me that i dont need to explain you try to show me you're happy with her that's why you unlocked yourself then show off So do you think it's funny? Is it fun to show off? Do you think it's a game? once you locked yourself, then you unlocked! I ain't that easy boy...

"Please don't fall in love with someone new" that's what i told my heart after experience my first love broke my heart into pieces I thought my heart could listen to my brain I thought my heart could cooperate not to fall but i was wrong I was too naive Yeah.. too naive when it comes about love A sweet love which makes me cheerful A sweet love which makes me diligent A sweet love which gives me a chance to dream Until one day my brain speaks up " he has changed" "he won't love me back" "It will always one sided love" "he did it just to flirt every girls" "don't let the guard down when he's being nice" but.. it's too late i'm desperate to talk with him everyday i think about him and it makes me smile brightly i have a wide imagination about him..spend my leisure time with him, having a lovey dovey moment having a silly conversation till joking around...

i know the title sounds like Super Junior Kyuhyun's song but this post is about a long wait for a love which not sure to comeback anymore It's already 7 years we haven't talked to each other It's already 7 years since the first time i fall yeahh.. i fall in love with you People may say that i'm crazy People may say that i'm blind People may say that i'm out of my mind But it's true.. Cos for 7 years i can keep my love still blossom i can keep that feeling over and again in my mind i can even remember your smile remember your voice and your face.. unfortunately we still separated i keep wondering will we meet again? will i have another chance to see you again? If there's no chance for us to meet again, i'm glad that i found you once i'm glad i'm part of your past though i don't know will you remember me?

Summer is coming up~ That means no more school A holiday season. The first day in Summer the Sun's shine coming up greet all people in the town accompany all to spend their vacation But not to me.. That's too hot it's almost burn me oh... i think i have fever all of sudden since the time we were seperated something is missing missing you like crazy in this summer under the sun's shine which almost burn me Can't you see my pale face? Can't you heart yearning of my heart? Don't you know i'm turn into pieces seeing you and her spend time together serenade whole the time receive a lot of romantic and a beautiful words I guess this time its fair This season really know the painful i feel I hope i could stay in this illness better than seeing you and her

Time passed quickly Who knows that Spring almost over We had just begun a new page in a new life But that doubt,pain,betrayal keep coming like a shadow It's almost the end of Spring's page in that book It's written all the stories which happened I even hadn't had chance to fix all the mess but end up with another mess I though we could stop having argument but not 'You and your shit negthink, i hate you, you even meaningless to me' Yeah another mocked Another truth revealed. The truth is all this time you were pretending All this time i'm the only one who be pitied by you and your guardians I guess I'm wrong Why did we have to meet if we end up like this? End up with mocking each other No,i'm not mocking you Stupid me right? Still care when know it hurts 'Yes maybe we can back like we used to be if you back like you used to be' Me?Changing? Isn't it you who are changing? I'm act like this to defend myfel...

Finally another spring comes A new story is waiting for me right now While past still following me wherever i am One Fine Spring Day . . The first day in the new spring A first greet from you i got Makes me smile I feel there's a hope for me to get close to you But my mind denies that it won't So then i remember another things who left me last winter yeah,the sadness winter All the happiness i have for a short time All the days i had wished for But now it's all gone.. So what? I decide to make a new happiness I'm sure i'll find it. Waiting for so long I met someone.. Who can lend shoulder when i cry Who hugs me when i cry Who listen to my painful heart I feel like having a brother My heart keep asking me ''Why don't you try to love him like you love the one who already left you?" I answer it "I'm afraid" I'm not afraid to love I'm just afraid to lose I'm afraid to feel the pain As yo...

Spring.. A new start A new story Another life need to continue A new adventure wait Spring when all the flowers are blooming When a wind start to greet us in early morning When all the birds are singing beautifully When loves start to be shared to everywhere   You will find people smile brightly in the spring You will find a happiness whenever you see a beautiful scenery You will start a new adventure which you don't know the ending   Summer . . A holiday.. Feels so hot.. Feels like melt.. We need something fresh in the summer It was almost the end of summer when the first time i saw you The first time i hoped i can get close with you But so impossible,too many barriers at that time Then i realized i was hoping too much Last summer,met you just like an oasis Feels so real,when actually it's not Dreaming about you to be mine but it won't happen Time passed yeahh we finally talked to each other then i did that stupid confession...