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Put that shame on you

Hey buddy listen up Finally I have guts to spill the tea Yeah you know I used to be silence I used to stay in my place and do nothing I used to listen to anyone's opinions about me I used to be treated unfair then a friend of mine said 'you're not the only who treated that way, you potrayed the world in the wrong figure' Well then may I ask you a question buddy? How's your life now? It seems to be happy It seems like you enjoy even when the world treats you bad, because world treats me, my kinds and all people with disabilities worse.. To be clear I am not one with disability I'm just one of my kind who world seems to be their shame..their sins because I'm part of the world How could possible not? They treat me as if I have the most dangerous disease when in fact I'm only few pounds over the world beauty standard The world I know treat me as if I'm not capable at anything and keep saying everything I've done not good enough accordin

Universe (Dear God)

Hi universe, do you mind if I borrow you shoulder to rest my head for a while? Do you mind listening to my story which I couldn't tell even to the closest one? Recently, well to be exact in this 6 months I realize that nobody truly understand, I can't even understand myself. What is my speciality, will I do something great for my future, or will I end well in this world or end up like a piece of junk. These thoughts are burdens to me since I've seen and I've through unforgetable memories which cannot be accepted easily cannot be forgiven easily even to let it go. I used to see the world with people with harmony and kindness, but it changes when I grow up Some elders already warn me about the real world But the point is, even the kids nowadays don't have their freedom like I used to have So now I'd like to say the real world isn't easy even for kids World isn't safe anymore and I'm afraid something will vanish human right away I may nt a fo