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Afraid to fall

After experiencing lot of love stories.. now i decide to close my heart for another story.. It was begun when the reality shows me the real me.. how do i look, how do people think of me.. yeahh their judgement, funny isn't it? But that the fact which make me to choose not to involve into any other love story.. I want to fall..yeah for sure want to fall.. but when i fall there's noone will catch me there.. they will just let me fall into and hurts.. though i don't fall, they will have a bad judgement about my appearance.. do i look different from other girls? do i look such a freak in their eyes? do i have a same right to fall or do i have a courage to feel that way? The reality show me that it's absolutely NOT!! there's no chance for me.. even though there's a chance..i will think cos they pity me geez..such a miserable.. I just don't want to fall in love.. I just want to focus .. to reach my goal.. I just don't have t