Fraulein14

Celastrus orbiculatus the original bittersweet The most known as bittersweet Do you know why it called so? I think you're already know the reason The flavor is  sweet with a bitter aftertaste. Its flavor has common with us These all happened on the day i fall for you Falling in love..again For a long time i made you wait I was glad, because you gave me time it tasted sweet With our story It has common, or it's an coincidence  Do you know why i tell you so? Bittersweet is the only word that can represent how i feel right now about you Bittersweet is the only flavor i'm getting along so well It happened when i choose to look at you It happened naturally After so long i felt the sweet taste For a long time i didn't realize you were there till you told me how you feel till you made your presence in my life till one day i realize you were always there On that day i couldn't love you back not because i didn't love you i wasn't...

It's been a while since our last meeting It's been a while since we see each other It's been a while but it feels like a long term that we don't meet It feels like we don't even know each other But, can you guess? I get use to this situation And i think you feel that way too Could it be called 'Distance' ? A number that can be measured A number that keep us apart Well, i guess that;s it D I S T A N C E So then, let's keep some distance between us for now on Please stay in your zone forever So i can try to stay in my zone forever I know already the consequences I know there'll be something to pay I know it's hard for me But, stay here, looking at you from a far away very far.. It's a good scene I'll take the risk if i try to touch you I'll take that.. well actually already! It hurts to have distance between us It is hurt.. It is weird to stay like this But, hey hey! Don't pity me because...

It's been 10 years for keeping you inside my mind It's been 10 years i have this feeling one sided It's been 10 years i have waiting for nothing It's true about my feeling for you It's true then every time you come out in my mind i smile It's true every time i remember things happened in the past i smiled wi dely But.. People say i am too naive People say i am too stupid holding on you for 10 years People say i have no hope holding on this feeling for you I should have let this feeling go I should have let my heart choose a new love story But why that's too hard? whenever i try to move on, my heart will back to you again Why it's hard to let this memories gone? Why do i still smile even when i know about one-sided-love? other people may appreciate how long i can keep my feeling on one person like you and the others may laugh at me, saying that i am too naive At the first i think that i don't mind to wait for you for another...

Tiga tahun sudah rasa sakit itu pergi Tapi entah mengapa sepertinya rasa sakit itu tidak pernah pergi dari hidupku Meski sudah aku jauh menapaki kisah kehidupan ku yang baru Rasa sakit itu kembali menghantui.. Entah mengapa aku selalu menjadi korban atas tipu daya dunia ini Korban atas manisnya janji-janji dan kata-kata Apakah aku selugu itu sehingga mudah terjatuh? Apakah aku sebodoh itu sehingga mudah untuk disakiti? Tuhan.. tiga tahun sudah sejak kesalahan itu terjadi Aku berusaha naik dari lubang keterpurukan untuk menikmati matahari dan siraman bulan Aku berusaha membagi cinta yang dulu serpihan demi serpihan aku satukan Sulit menyatukan serpihan itu, tapi aku sadar masih akan ada cinta yang aku temui.. Serpihan itu kembali menyatu meski rapuh namun kututupi dengan hangatnya cinta dari Mu Aku tidak berubah..ya tidak..aku masih sama seperti tiga tahun yang lalu Aku masih bisa berbagi cinta, tertawa, bersenda gurau tapi aku belum menemukan yang sesuai untuk me...