Fraulein14

Hey buddy listen up Finally I have guts to spill the tea Yeah you know I used to be silence I used to stay in my place and do nothing I used to listen to anyone's opinions about me I used to be treated unfair then a friend of mine said 'you're not the only who treated that way, you potrayed the world in the wrong figure' Well then may I ask you a question buddy? How's your life now? It seems to be happy It seems like you enjoy even when the world treats you bad, because world treats me, my kinds and all people with disabilities worse.. To be clear I am not one with disability I'm just one of my kind who world seems to be their shame..their sins because I'm part of the world How could possible not? They treat me as if I have the most dangerous disease when in fact I'm only few pounds over the world beauty standard The world I know treat me as if I'm not capable at anything and keep saying everything I've done not good enough accordin...

Hi universe, do you mind if I borrow you shoulder to rest my head for a while? Do you mind listening to my story which I couldn't tell even to the closest one? Recently, well to be exact in this 6 months I realize that nobody truly understand, I can't even understand myself. What is my speciality, will I do something great for my future, or will I end well in this world or end up like a piece of junk. These thoughts are burdens to me since I've seen and I've through unforgetable memories which cannot be accepted easily cannot be forgiven easily even to let it go. I used to see the world with people with harmony and kindness, but it changes when I grow up Some elders already warn me about the real world But the point is, even the kids nowadays don't have their freedom like I used to have So now I'd like to say the real world isn't easy even for kids World isn't safe anymore and I'm afraid something will vanish human right away I may nt a fo...

Hai Ayah Sudah lama kita tidak bertegur sapa Sudah lama juga kita saling bercerita Kira-kira sudah berapa lama ya? Mungkinkah ada sepuluh tahun lebih? Rasanya seperti baru kemarin Rasanya rumah ini tak lengkap tanpa kehadiranmu Iya benar..Sudah sepuluh tahun bahkan lebih dari itu Setiap kali aku ingat, rasanya airmataku tak bisa ku tahan Dulu Ayah sering menceritakan cerita dongeng Cerita dongeng sebelum aku tertidur lelap Cerita yang membuat aku mempunyai harapan Kisah pengantar tidur yang tidak pernah gagal membuatku tersenyum Namun kini ketika aku beranjak dewasa Kini anakmu sudah tumbuh besar Hahaha..ya tumbuh besar seperti yang bisa Ayah bayangkan Benar Ayah kata mereka, aku terlalu besar Aku terlalu besar sampai-sampai aku bisa menghancurkan rumah Aku terlalu besar sehingga aku terlihat tidak menarik Aku terlalu besar sampai-sampai mereka berpikir bahwa aku tak berotak Aku terlalu besar sampai-sampai tak ada suatu hal yang cocok bagiku Aku pikir dulu see...

This post was inspired by many people who prove themselves that they deserve to be loved by others despite that people lack experience, wealth or even body shape don't meet the society standard. Have you ever heard 'Underdog'? I bet you have heard, right? Then I guarantee that you familiar with 'Black Horse' Yes, The Black Horse Or known as a contestant or someone that seems unlikely to succeed (in something according to society standard) Well, that's what people say right now But, can you guess what did they say before I slapped their face? They call me Ugly,  They say I'm  a Pyscho They say I'm a bi+ch They say I'm stupid They call me miserable They call me Elephant They talk behind my back Even they underestimate me I know that people never recognized me I know that I know fewer people Have less connection compare to them in this society My life ain't that fancy My parents ain't rich  I'm not that creative ...