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The Black Horse is actually A Black Swan

This post was inspired by many people who prove themselves that they deserve to be loved by others despite that people lack experience, wealth or even body shape don't meet the society standard.
Have you ever heard 'Underdog'?
I bet you have heard, right?
Then I guarantee that you familiar with 'Black Horse'

Yes, The Black Horse
Or known as a contestant or someone that seems unlikely to succeed (in something according to society standard)

 Well, that's what people say right now
But, can you guess what did they say before I slapped their face?

 They call me Ugly, 
They say I'm  a Pyscho
They say I'm a bi+ch
They say I'm stupid
They call me miserable
They call me Elephant
They talk behind my back
Even they underestimate me

 I know that people never recognized me
I know that I know fewer people
Have less connection compare to them in this society
My life ain't that fancy
My parents ain't rich 
I'm not that creative even with my social media feeds
I'm not good at some lessons in the class
I just know myself, kinda insecure
Maybe I'm new in this society
Maybe I will never be in the spotlight
but I will try my best

 I will let them laugh as loud as they want
I will let them talk as much as they want
I won't let them know my fight
I will only show them my smile

 Until
I don't have to be afraid compete in this society
I don't have to look down anymore
I hear my parents say 'We are proud of being your parents'
I can be free loving myself
Well...

I am a black horse who is running as quick as I can in the snow

 During that struggle, they forget 


 The Black Horse is actually a Black Swan
A Black Swan
Yeah, The Black Horse is actually A Black Swan
Which will make them surprised
Make them think twice about the irrational occurrence
From then I can be taken into count in this society
I can break the myth in this society
that
having lot connections won't make you success
having a lot of money won't make you happy
having a good job/ a good position will only make you feel the feeling above the wind
having a good shape of a body won't make you be loved
labelling people will only be caused a pathetic to yourself
 


This Black Swan will make you think twice before you judge people
This Black Swan will make you fall in love with it
This Black Swan will make you cautious
This Black Swan will make you regret









This isn't a revenge
This is just a part of life phenomena




  PS. The Black Swan Video was recorded by my friend who lives in Perth rn
So I want to thank her for the video >//<
 

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