Fraulein14

It's all started with all misunderstanding and it;s already end by you left me behind I didn't have chance to explain All things i did...nothing Just waiting..waiting for the right time to explain But, then i realize we'll never be the same All the misunderstanding will never be clear I saw you left and i'm here..right now alone (again) I spend my time to improve myself I dare myself to move on I train myself to love without you But, the other day i saw you... I saw you  you were smiling..but not in front of me you're too far away I didn't know that day you notice me then you walked away you locked yourself from you try to warn me that i dont need to explain you try to show me you're happy with her that's why you unlocked yourself then show off So do you think it's funny? Is it fun to show off? Do you think it's a game? once you locked yourself, then you unlocked! I ain't that easy boy...

Time passed quickly Who knows that Spring almost over We had just begun a new page in a new life But that doubt,pain,betrayal keep coming like a shadow It's almost the end of Spring's page in that book It's written all the stories which happened I even hadn't had chance to fix all the mess but end up with another mess I though we could stop having argument but not 'You and your shit negthink, i hate you, you even meaningless to me' Yeah another mocked Another truth revealed. The truth is all this time you were pretending All this time i'm the only one who be pitied by you and your guardians I guess I'm wrong Why did we have to meet if we end up like this? End up with mocking each other No,i'm not mocking you Stupid me right? Still care when know it hurts 'Yes maybe we can back like we used to be if you back like you used to be' Me?Changing? Isn't it you who are changing? I'm act like this to defend myfel...

At the time i saw the words you said It makes me realize how stupid i am It makes me realize that i was so lucky I did something stupid back in time And It makes me wish for a time machine Bring me back to that time so i don't need to make a mistake But if i did it will we ever met? Will i become stronger and stand on my own feet like right now? Will i able to be independent person like who i am now though i'm still fragile But it makes me realize i have my own reason why i have to delete you I have my own goal to reach I have my own reality to face Honestly it's hard.. I guess i'm too sensitive *sigh* I hate this I just hope i can keep pretending in front of you that i don't care that sometimes i don't wanna remember that time But this's my fate.. Unlucky.. I was born to live in this fate I try to keep a distance I try to pay attention to another I try not to care why you have to say that again *Ahhhh i'm not hoping ...