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Put that shame on you

Hey buddy listen up
Finally I have guts to spill the tea
Yeah you know I used to be silence
I used to stay in my place and do nothing
I used to listen to anyone's opinions about me
I used to be treated unfair then a friend of mine said 'you're not the only who treated that way, you potrayed the world in the wrong figure'
Well then may I ask you a question buddy?
How's your life now?
It seems to be happy
It seems like you enjoy even when the world treats you bad, because world treats me, my kinds and all people with disabilities worse..
To be clear I am not one with disability I'm just one of my kind who world seems to be their shame..their sins because I'm part of the world

How could possible not?
They treat me as if I have the most dangerous disease when in fact I'm only few pounds over the world beauty standard
The world I know treat me as if I'm not capable at anything and keep saying everything I've done not good enough according to their standard
The world I know treat me as if I am not smart enough compare those who graduate from abroad or have a honorable certificate or even an acquaintance to be accepted to that world
The scariest thing is when the world I know treat them with disabilities not to dream big, dream high..then cut off their dream

Isn't is funny how our world behave right now?

I think you already know the fact is you can't even tell a monkey to swim unless you'd like to teach it how to swim and let it drown for the first time

So why world treat me, my kind and those people differently?

Why wouldn't they give a chance to let us shine?
Why would they do that easily as if there's no God?

If there's God, don't they suppose have a shame on them?
Don't they suppose to be afraid to everything they've done so far?

Here is another story a friend of mine said 'what the world has done to your life so horribly then?'

Well, they break their intellegence standard to a beauty standard, they let people manipulate the truth about their real identity to get accepted (yeah this case got accepted or called excuse) while in fact I never have guts to manipulate my life..

Though sometime I wish I could do that, but I always know that things won't turn out well like the previous person did..

I guess the world hates people like me,my kinds and those people I mentioned before

But I'm afraid that Universe or should I say God will get us back, and put that shame on you

Be ready when the time is coming, because it's coming without any warning and will leave no trace behind most important is it will be merciless like the previous thing you did before.

Sincerely,

Our pains

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