Four Season-part 1

Spring..
A new start
A new story
Another life need to continue
A new adventure wait

Spring when all the flowers are blooming
When a wind start to greet us in early morning
When all the birds are singing beautifully
When loves start to be shared to everywhere

You will find people smile brightly in the spring

You will find a happiness whenever you see a beautiful scenery

You will start a new adventure which you don't know the ending

Summer . .
A holiday..
Feels so hot..
Feels like melt..
We need something fresh in the summer

It was almost the end of summer when the first time i saw you
The first time i hoped i can get close with you
But so impossible,too many barriers at that time
Then i realized i was hoping too much

Last summer,met you just like an oasis
Feels so real,when actually it's not
Dreaming about you to be mine
but it won't happen

Time passed
yeahh we finally talked to each other then i did that stupid confession
But still i felt i'm still in danger whenever i'm close to you
I felt like a lot of eyes try to kill me
So then i choose not to close to you

But why did you say that you want me to keep trying
Was it just a game ?
Why did you act like you respect to my confession
Why did you act like you have the same too when i know you didn't
Is that because i'm too easy isn't it?

All the nice words you stay can calm me down
till finally we share time together

but . .

When Autumn comes

It's all changing

Everything around me

Totally . . .

I Felt like that old chair left behind

Felt like people don't need me

A lonely autumn

A miserable page of life in autumn

The season when i see you were with her

but still saying those stupid sweet words

You said that words too to her

even sweeter :'

And it was sign that i'm no longer exist

The season i lost my friends

I saw they mocked me

A lonely autumn . .

Winter . .

Snow is everywhere . .

All i can see only 'white'

All i can feel only 'cold'

yeahh..

Cold and alone..

It was a sadness winter

but changed when i tried to open up my heart

The time when i hoped for another love

The time i hoped for another friends

The time i hoped another people to come

To start the new spring in my life . .

-to be continued-

by: Fraulein14

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