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Four Season-Part 2 [SPRING 1] "Am i Wrong?"




Finally another spring comes
A new story is waiting for me right now
While past still following me wherever i am

One Fine Spring Day . .
The first day in the new spring
A first greet from you i got
Makes me smile
I feel there's a hope for me to get close to you
But my mind denies that it won't

So then i remember another things who left me last winter
yeah,the sadness winter
All the happiness i have for a short time
All the days i had wished for
But now it's all gone..

So what?
I decide to make a new happiness
I'm sure i'll find it.

Waiting for so long
I met someone..
Who can lend shoulder when i cry
Who hugs me when i cry
Who listen to my painful heart
I feel like having a brother

My heart keep asking me
''Why don't you try to love him like you love the one who already left you?"
I answer it "I'm afraid"

I'm not afraid to love
I'm just afraid to lose
I'm afraid to feel the pain

As you know,at the time you asked who's he
I was lying said he's the only one
I was try to comfort myself that i can find someone better than you
Am i wrong?
I keep thinking to force myself to love that new guy

Slowly i pay a lot of attention to him
yeahh right now he's different in my eyes
I don't know how to explain that feeling

Am i wrong ?
Will that pain gone when i trully love that new guy?
I feel comfort whenever i'm with him
But still . .

I only hope for a guy who will love me for who i am
a guy who will fight to be with me
a guy who will lend his shoulder when i cry

Am i wrong ?

by: Fraulein14
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