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Hello to myself

Dear myself,
Hello! Greetings from the past
I am here to be a self note to you
I am here to cheer you up, since nobody truly understand you unless I, you
Yeah only you alone who understand
So...
How long has it been happened?
Do you cry often when that thing comes up in your mind?
Or
do you cry in secret so nobody knows that actually it makes you dying?

Now I want to tell you
CRY AS MUCH AS YOU WANT!
SCREAM LOUDLY!
CURSE THAT THING!
But end up DO NOT DO SOMETHING STUPID

Look at yourself
Chin up
This storm will passed by like any others
C'mon!
I know you are strong
I know you worth everything in this world
It's only people don't know how precious you are

Don't you know
People feel insecure about themselves
there're some people who jealous at your life
People jealous at each other
That's why we are human

Don't you realize
you had been through this shi+ not only once
you had been through this since kid

Can't you see how badly your wing broken back then

It's almost kill you
But look at you!
you are ALIVE!
Praise LORD!
Give thanks!
Be greatful!
you may can't fly high like you used to
but you have you!
you have your positive vibes

I believe in you
I believe in myself
because I have been you for ages
because you have been me for ages
It's only you who can save yourself
It's only you who can love yourself

Right now you may can't fly high
Right now you may feel bad after many failures
feel bad of being yourself

But I hope you won't stop being true to yourself
I hope you won't stop learning
I hope you won't stop working on it

I believe that someday
Pains will PAY!
all tears will turns into joy
and you will say

'I have been through this for ages, yet I'm ALIVE, Thanks God'

someday you will say

'I am proud for who I am to be'

and someday people will see that you are a hidden treasure
someday they will realize that they CAN'T KILL you easily

I believe in myself
I believe in me
therefore Let's continue our journey
let's achieve our dream, shall we?




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