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Spring.. A new start A new story Another life need to continue A new adventure wait Spring when all the flowers are blooming When a wind start to greet us in early morning When all the birds are singing beautifully When loves start to be shared to everywhere   You will find people smile brightly in the spring You will find a happiness whenever you see a beautiful scenery You will start a new adventure which you don't know the ending   Summer . . A holiday.. Feels so hot.. Feels like melt.. We need something fresh in the summer It was almost the end of summer when the first time i saw you The first time i hoped i can get close with you But so impossible,too many barriers at that time Then i realized i was hoping too much Last summer,met you just like an oasis Feels so real,when actually it's not Dreaming about you to be mine but it won't happen Time passed yeahh we finally talked to each other then i did that stupid confession...

[Kontributor: Frans] KASIH PERSAUDARAAN (Theme Song KTM) Dalam kasihMu kami Kau panggil Dalam kasihMu kami Kau pilih Dalam kasihMu kami Kau jadikan satu saudara Agar kami saling berbagi Agar saling memperhatikan Dalam satu kasih persaudaraan Reff: Eratkan tali kasih persaudaraan Dalam keluarga besar komunitas ini Yang t'lah dianugerahkan untuk tumbuh bersama Dalam iman dan pengharapan Membagikan kasihMu pada dunia Ending (2x): Jadikan kami terangMu Jadikan kami garamMu Jadikan kami saksi kehadiranMu JADIKAN KAMI SETIA (Theme song [KTM Youth Day 2005]) Di dalam kasihMu, dalam rencanaMu Kami Kau jadikan satu Tiada penghalang, sanggup memisahkan S'gnap diri kami satu di dalam cintaMu Selalu teguhkan hati kami, melayani dan mengasihiMu Jadikanlah kami satu, s'perti Bapa dan Yesus satu Bertumbuh sehati dalam persaudaraan Jadikanlah kami setia, berjuang hingga akhir masa S'bab kami disatukan untuk setia [Kontributor: Nana] Tuhanlah gembalaku Tuhanlah gembal...

Semua yang memiliki awal akan ada akhir Semua pertemuan akan diakhiri dengan perpisahan Semua tawa akan berubah menjadi airmata di akhir cerita entah airmata seperti apa,tak seorangpun tahu Semua rasa sayang akan menjadi benci di akhir cerita entah apakah benci itu menandakan rasa atau hanya dendam atau hanya tangis kehilangan dimana tak semua memahami hal itu Cinta..Persahabatan..Musuh.. Itu semua komponen utama dalam lakon hidup ini Tak ada satu formula pun yang dapat menjelaskan mengapa Tak ada satu orang pun yang dapat pungkiri kenyataan Tak ada satupun yang dapat menghindari semua itu Kesia-siaan..Kekecewaan.. Akhir sebuah cerita yang tak berujung Akhir sebuah rasa sakit yang diterima Pengkhianatan, terbuang, terlupakan Hmm.. dapatkah kau jelaskan semua itu ? Dapatkah kau artikan semua tulisan bodoh yang ku tuliskan ? Tentu tidak! ya,benar begitu.. Kau,dia ataupun mereka takkan memahami Kau,dia ataupun mereka tak merasakan sebuah kehilangan tak merasakan...

Real world vs Fake world It 's about back in a long time ago when i was as myself,when i was used to be. Long time ago i used to be alone,which always being called as 'freak,weird,loser' or whatever people said about their point of view.Long time ago was part of my happiness when there's still tender i could feel whenever i heard people talked bad about me.I had my dad who always stay by my side,who always support me,who always made my wishes granted.Back then with dad i felt like a princess who live in a castle though sometimes some of his brother-hood didn't like the way he treated me,cos it might make me as a spoil daughter which can cause a lot of trouble so they tried to disciplined me. Star that time i felt like in jail,not allowed to feel like others kids, always have a daily routine if not i'll get punishment. Geez,skip that cos it's not necessary. In conclusion i used to be alone with no one understand who i really even my self :c Since tha...

INFINITE-Feel So Bad [ L ] Nal jinaga Geu nunbit mot bongollo halge an bongollo halge [ Sungyeol ] Nal moreunchokhejwo Heundeullineun ne mam munojigi jone [ Hoya ] Han bon i du bon i se bon i dwe borin uyon ije (Non unmyonggata) Majimak han bon do du bon do se bon jakku bogosipo [ Sunggyu ] Naegen dul moduga sojunghande Nowa nae gyote saramdo Wae hapil nega jonbu gajin goni Wonhae on modeun goseul da [ Sunggyu ] Noreul bomyon nunmuri na Nol gatji mothe Gatgo sipo Oh ~ noreul bomyon mami apa Can never be mine , mine , mine , mine , mine [ Sungjong ] Kkumsogeso nan Noreuran goso Saranghandaneun Hoteun mareul he [ Hoya ] Ttuk , ttuk ttorojin nunmul tuk , tuk toronen maeum  Noye pum ani nal sumswige he Ije gamanhi nege angimyon dwe [ L ] Anirago anirago noreul pihetjiman Ijen bigophan namjaga dwae borin na Nol wonhago isso [ WooHyun ] Negen nomu sojunghande Nae gyote naye chinggudo Wae hapil niga jonbu gajin goni Kkumkkwo ~ on modeun goseul d...

" You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it. "  L . . O . . V . . E One word with a millions meaning One word which can caused a million emotions One word which can create an Angel and Devil at the different period One word that has unpredictable ending. A girl, a boy yeah both of us have our own stories of love It can be love we have with God,Parents,friends or even our lover That emotion we get can change us into another personality Love cycle . . ? It's started with two persons met as a stranger then they start a new relationship and the result as friend Time passed,both of them get even closer then become bestfriend Having a lot of commons and feel comfortable then they become a lover. BUT . . . When a distance, or even time separate them it makes them miss each other Then  that girl starts to be protective While that boy becomes uncomforta...

Neglected . . . yeah that one word which turns me into a miserable one one word which makes me feel like i'm a begger one word which makes me afraid to dream one word which makes me into this situation Let's do a flashback . . . . Smile.. A tenderness.. A happiness.. and Love even a sweet words Back in time i can easily do all that sweet things, say all sweet things Back in time i can easily smile, i have courage to reach people i love even in my dreams Back in time it was so easy for me to share a bright smile Back in time i had courage to live in my dreams but now . . . That negative thinking always come out I can't get calm I get lost yeahh.. i'm lost in this kind of situation I'm dumped into this situation "It'll be nice to be in her position,people feel bad and do sympathy" "She's so lucky,the one who always you remember,oh not only her but also them'' ''Me? Oh i forget i never did exist...

Sebuah cerita yang saling berkaitan, yang tak akan pernah ada yang tahu bagaimana akhir kisah itu sendiri Terbangun ku dari tidur nyenyak ku Membuka mata menerawangi apa yang akan kulakukan Terlintas sejenak bayangan di hari itu Hari dimana aku melihat jelas semuanya Hari dimana aku masih bisa tertawa lepas Bersenda gurau,menyaksikan matahari ikut tersenyum Merasakan hangat nya matahari seolah memeluk aku dalam bahagia Namun itu berubah saat aku bertemu kamu.. Ya..kamu. Kamu yang dulu hanya samar-samar Menjadi seolah nyata di hidup ku sesungguhnya Entah mengapa,tapi itu menjengkelkan Kamu yang dulu ku kagumi Sekarang berubah menjadi rasa benci Berubah menjadi seolah aku jijik akan diriku sendiri Aku benci menghadapi kenyataan bahwa aku mengenal kamu Aku benci menghadapi kenyataan kalau aku memang bukan seperti dia ataupun mereka Kamu, hal selalu aku tulis dan doakan Nama kamu selalu ada di setiap doa ku Kamu itu siapa ? Bahkan diriku sendiri tak bisa menjelas...

"I like being alone. At least I convince myself i'm better off that way" Sometimes yeah i must admit that words,but sometimes i hate being alone.   I hate being alone.. I hate left behind alone.. I hate feels like unwanted,unknown,neglected BUT Please don't act like you are really care Please don't say i'm gonna be okay like you were in my position once Please don't say that sweet words in fact you have hurt me once Please don't ever try to comfort me if you are gonna hurt me again I prefer to be alone here with no one care I prefer to be un-recognize to be hurt for many times  I like being alone this way Looking at people through the street with a bright smile Looking at couple holding hands and hug each others Looking at you and them live happily out there with no pressure I like stay in the corner of the dark alone Pretending like someone will come over and care about me Pretending...

Langit malam yang cerah Bintang bertabur menghiasi dengan indah Angin malam yang sejuk Seolah membisikkan sebuah pesan padaku Desir ombak di tepi pantai Seolah bernyanyi dengan merdu Hembusan angin malam membuat daun pepohonan bergoyang Bergoyang mengikut arahnya angin Melekukkan dahan dan ranting layaknya penari profesional Indah..Cantik..Menawan, menatap langit seperti ini Damai..Tentram..Aman,merasakan angin malam yang menghampiri tubuhku Dingin terasa tak ku pedulikan.. Memang masih kah ada di dunia ini yang menyadari keberadaanku ? Memang masih adakah di dunia ini yang menganggap aku ada ? Bukankah aku mudah untuk dilupakan ? Bukankah aku tidak memenuhi kriteria untuk seperti mereka rupawan,seksi,cantik,menarik,kaya,berbakat,banyak di kagumi oranglain punya banyak teman,selalu banyak yang peduli Bukankah aku lebih pantas berada di sini ? Ya.. di sini.. Di luar .. di tempat dingin dan seorang diri Memandang dari jauh melihat sebuah kebahagiaan yang hilang...

  It's hard... I can't lie to myself if it's not. Even though i say it's not,it becomes more painful deep in my heart. How can I forgive them when i know my heart still feels then pain ? How can i forgive myself when i can't heal that wounds ? How can I forget those bad memories when they still exist in my life? Should i kill them ? or should i kill myself ? What should i do then ? How can I back to the old me when there're a lot of wounds,pain and nightmare around me How can I be my own self when I know that I have been dumped and negelcted I can't even show the world my bright smile,like i did once when i saw them having fun when i feel the sorrow I can't even remember how was my life look like before this pain, was it interesting? was it fun? I don't know who I am right now, I'm lost I'm here in the place where i don't belong to I'm here .. yeah .. standing here.. alone. It's so scary,facing these ...

*drum rolls* It's Valentine today <3 Let me give you some info about what is Valentine Check this out ;;)           "Valentines" redirects here. For the German/Italian wine grape also known as Valentines, see Valentines (grape) . Saint Valentine's Day Antique Valentine's card Also called Valentine's Day Feast of Saint Valentine Observed by People in many countries; Anglican Communion (see calendar ), Eastern Orthodox Church (see calendar ), Lutheran Church (see calendar ) Type Cultural, Christian , commercial Significance Feast day of Saint Valentine ; the celebration of Love and affection Date February 14 (fixed by the Western Christian Churches); July 6 (fixed by the Eastern Christian Churches) Observances Sending greeting cards and gifts, dating, church services Saint Valentine's Day , commonly known as Valentine's Day , [ 1 ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] or the Feast of Saint Valentine , [ 4 ] is obser...

Hey memories~ What's up? We meet again now... BUT ... I'll never be the same if we ever meet again Time passed by.. Day by day i live with an emptiness Every night i keep wondering can i be the old me? But i guess God's answer 'NO' So then i realize.. I'm just nothing I'm not precious for anyone I'm not deserved to stand by your side. It's them who deserve it.. I keep watching it from a corner of the dark Alone~ Watching people passed by Hoping you'll realize But.. It's all hopeless After that pain passed, After spend a lot of tears, After i keep wondering like a fool We meet.. BUT I'm not the same me anymore.. I'm not the old me anymore.. I'm changing,like you I used to crazy about you I used to love you I used to admiring you I used to want to be by your side but now it's all GONE yeahh! It's all gone! Can you believe it? Geez,you won't ever This time when we meet a...