Please don't . . like you . .

"I like being alone. At least I convince myself i'm better off that way"
Sometimes yeah i must admit that words,but sometimes i hate being alone.

I hate being alone..

I hate left behind alone..

I hate feels like unwanted,unknown,neglected

BUT

Please don't act like you are really care

Please don't say i'm gonna be okay like you were in my position once

Please don't say that sweet words in fact you have hurt me once

Please don't ever try to comfort me if you are gonna hurt me again

I prefer to be alone here with no one care

I prefer to be un-recognize to be hurt for many times

I like being alone this way

Looking at people through the street with a bright smile

Looking at couple holding hands and hug each others

Looking at you and them live happily out there with no pressure

I like stay in the corner of the dark alone

Pretending like someone will come over and care about me

Pretending in the corner of the street that i'm okay

I like looking at the mirror see my reflection

Spend my time with myself only

Having fun and cheering up myself

yeahh maybe i was hoping for a little too much

hoping that someday someone will realize i was here

hoping for someone that can make me smile like i used to be

hoping for someone to get me out of this pain

Please don't say that sweet words like you never hurt me

Please don't ever act like you really know me

Please don't mention those things i love like you really know about me

Maybe i was hope too much

Maybe all those memories was nice and unforgettable for me

But please don't say like you feel the same abouth those memories

Maybe the ending of us was one of your plan,so you can be with her

so you can erase me easily who screw up your plan to be with her

Maybe i never deserve to be loved

Or maybe this is my fate

by: Fraulein14

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