BUT ...

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again

Time passed by..
Day by day i live with an emptiness
Every night i keep wondering can i be the old me?
But i guess God's answer 'NO'

So then i realize..
I'm just nothing
I'm not precious for anyone
I'm not deserved to stand by your side.
It's them who deserve it..

I keep watching it from a corner of the dark
Alone~
Watching people passed by
Hoping you'll realize
But.. It's all hopeless

After that pain passed,
After spend a lot of tears,
After i keep wondering like a fool
We meet..

BUT

I'm not the same me anymore..
I'm not the old me anymore..
I'm changing,like you
I used to crazy about you
I used to love you
I used to admiring you
I used to want to be by your side

but now it's all GONE

yeahh! It's all gone!
Can you believe it?
Geez,you won't ever

This time when we meet again
A new story begins
A new pain will be crated someday
A new goodbye will close it

Before feel through that pain again
I just need to be h e a r t l e s s

When we meet again
I guess all the memories we had through
all the moments we through
has no meaning for you
it's all just nothing for you if it's compare with your memories and her..

All the memories
well yes,you are also the memories..
just should be put in the back though we meet again
Cos i'm different and treat you like a stranger
I do the same like you and they did
Is that fair?

by: Fraulein14

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