An open letter for my future husband
I'm sure that not only me who is wondering who is the right man for myself
Especially for girls who decide not to date until they find the 'Mr.Right'
There's one thing I strongly believe
That God is writing my love story, and He keeps me for the BEST MAN
Recently I keep worrying about my future.
What will I look like? How will my life be?
Will I be successful? Will I achieve my goals?
Will I ever experience a love relationship?
Will I ever be brave to fall instead?
I keep wondering where this path heads up to
I keep walking every day
stepping forward trying to reach my own star
without realizing how I'm aging
I see my girls already found their success, their love, and their happiness
How about me?
I keep asking God about you
I keep asking God about someone I don't know
I keep asking God about my future though I focus on my present
Then I get exhausted
I feel tired of worrying too much
Until one day i quit
I quit believing in love
I quit believing to have that love relationship
And i start living the new me
The new me who heads forward without thinking about my 'Mr.Right'
But, it's written Two is better than one, doesn't it?
Two of us better than we walk alone
Yeah Alone..
That loneliness I used to feel, comes and bothers me once again
So Dear Future Husband
If you can hear me
I wish I could be deserved to be your lifetime partner
I wish I could have more courage to love myself first
I wish I won't worry easily
Because I want you to find me when you find God
Because I want you to be proud of me when God let us meet each other
So, Dear Future Husband
I won't stop praying for your heart
I won't stop praying for myself, to be your best future wife
You are every prayer, every dream, and every hope I ever dreamed of
My dear Future Husband
I'm sure that God is busy writing our story
about how we will meet, about the joy and pains which will be shared
One thing I'm sure that our love story will be better than any romantic novels or even any romantic movies
Dear Future Husband
I hope that we're praying for each other
so then we can grow together inside the Holy Spirit sent by God
I know that it's gonna worth the wait
As time passing, we grow up and become a better person
Dear Future Husband
I don't know what are you doing right now
I don't know how's your life so far
I don't know your address
But I know some things that
all my prayers will reach your heart
we will become one in God one day
So Dear Heavenly Father
I promise I'll be a better woman for him
I promise I'll support him in his bad and good
even though we will have some arguments as our stories' spices
cause I'm confident that I fit to be his cheerleader in his life
I'm sure I will meet him when I find You first, Father
So here lies my prayer right now
please keep his heart keep looking up to You Lord, till the day he finds me
please keep him safe during his day and night
please keep my family and his family safe, so they can see our HAPPY ENDING
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