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A Thankful to God

I'm seriously shocked to know God really hears my pain,my sorrow,and even my prayer about the time i passed in Roleplayer *if you had read my post you will know why*

 I just..
well i suppose not being like a happy person on people's sorrow
yeahh
to be honest i'm not happy

 I just feel relived.

Good night Lord,
It's been a long time You make me survive facing those betrayal,facing those who had betrayed me.
You control my mind and my behave how to act and speak in front of those betrayal.
 It was hard and painful inside me..

But,somehow i believe that's for my own sake

I feel blessing to face this first
cos i believe there's a rainbow after my unstoppable rain
There will be someone new who will do better


and tonight
i don't wanna be happy cos of those who betrayed me has a pain
i don't wanna said ''yeah you see that's for what you did''
 NOO!!


Tonight ..
I wanna thank You Lord for always stay by my side
for always has time to hear my pain
for always spends time to let me rest my head on Your shoulder
for sending me the new one here who listen and encourage me even become the reason i start my new life

For moreover Lord..
I thank You..
I thank You for all things i had faced

AMEN~



Though right now i know
cos of this those still mock at me,talk bad about me
or even those who once close to me betray me and now rarely having a fun talk to me
but to the others who also betray me they have a fun talk 
Though they also take my username Fraulein14 on Twitter
but thank God i still have another stock for username ^^

But no need worry i do have God
and Here comes the sun to erase the rain.

They may took everything single happiness and thing i had once
but they can't take my faith and pride for having an Amazing God

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