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Love&Hate

Remember the old times
Looking at the memories which always coming in my mind
whenever i'm alone..

Looking at myself in front of the mirror
"Why you are so miserable?"
"You're not deserve to be happy,just look around people left you"
"You're just a glitch in their life, no need to fight for him anymore,he's already hers
he's already gone, he's already mocking you,he's already said you are just a shi*t''

But i keep asking my self
''Why do i still care,when i know it hurts?"
"Why do i have to cry,when i know he won't care?"
"Why should i scream loudly in a lonely place when i know no one would care?"

Tried to hold back my tears not to fall
B-b-b- but it's hard
Tried to hate you,tried to forget
B-b-b- but still whenever i'm alone, listen to the songs we used to play

Oh.. i forget
your heart already hers
your mind full of hers
I bet,you already forget your promises

Don't you remember ?
when you said:
"Baby, i promise not to leave you alone"
"Baby please don't change your heart to him,don't ever let me go"
"You're my Angel"
"I still do care about your future"

Is farewell easy for you?
Is dumped me all the things you want to do since the first we were together?
Is that her, who you fell in love since the first not me?
though you did a confession to me

Why do you leave, leave leaving my heart in pain?

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