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Is that so easy

Is that so easy to forget the memories for you?
Is that so easy to dump me from your life?

everything has changed now..
you,and them.

I don't know who am i to all of you
I don't know what was i to all of you
Family?Friend?A mood-boaster?or just a fantasy?

Time passed,seeing you spend happy time with them
no! no! not only them,but her! so happy,in otherside
geez..act such a cute boy

I was fooled by all your words
I was fooled by all your attitude
why did i so easy?
why did i always come back to you?

when you got jealous,i try to calm you down
when you almost DIE,i'm patiently wait till you awake
i put your name in my prayer.

Do i did all those to get a payback?
Do i did all those without any sincerity?

geez..so funny huh?asking yourself like that
why can you act jealous but i can't?
why can you say sweet things when you are hers but i can't?

Fantasy?
yeahh,we are just live in a fantasy world
i'm just nothing compared to her
or even i'm just nothing to them whose name you mentioned earlier
is this sign that i'm forgotten?
a sign that 'yeah you're just my past not involve in my present'

well yeahh i know it
you even treat me totally different the way you treat them.

by: Fraulein14

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