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SJ= my 1st LOVE~

The, first time i knew them.
Super Junior first Debut Photo

After the death of my dad, i became so sad. I couldn't laugh even smile. I couldn't share my feeling to someone else except my dad. But one day, when i arrived at Jakarta i saw a magazine.Then i opened it. I saw a boyband. At first i didn't like it, cause so many members, but i didn't know why i told myself, that one day they'll b famous. A few minutes later my mom called me to get in to the car, so that's the first time i saw their faces w/ knowing their name. Next week, i became more curious about, but no body in my class knew, well actually i didn't ask t entire class.But on weekend, i got the same magazine. The name i remembered was Yesung, but i recognized Siwon's face, that's confusing @_@. Days passes and i got a news that 1 of the member signed out and got a replacement. I was curious, then i bught the magazine, and he made me FIL~ his name KIM RYEOWOOK~ At first i didn't know him, but i was trying to know, so then i knew him~
On 2007 i completely forgot about them, because my mom told me to focus on my study.If i'm not mistaken  heard a news about Antis who didn't like them, and it made Heechul broke his leg.That made him can't dance as well as the other members, also about Hae's fater funeral, The new member which didn't welcomed by fans, also Their accident, Kyu and Leeteuk got a seriously injured.But fortunely, Leeteuk get well soon more then the prediction, in the other way, Kyu still comma. I didn't know what to do at that time, i didn't know them, i didn't have sme1 to share about it. Only 1 way, i prayed and made a wish. I wish Kyu get well soon. Even though i didn't know who's he, when he joined but i believed it. And also i wish someday i knew more about them, and could b their fans.
On 2009, the final semester was over, i spent my holiday w/ streaming, un accidently i found SUPER JUNIOR~ i got curious, i opened that MV, i listened to it, and it made me like i found smth missing for a few years.
I know that it's silly but for me knowing them is the chance which never come twice in my entire life. And i know as you can see. I LOVE THEM so MUCH, especially RYEOWOOK, even though my mom doesn't agree but i'l still loving them w/ my way.
Because they're my life, my laugh, my smile, my tears. They're the boys who made me can share my feelings to someone, the boys who made me can feel what do they feel, the boys that never being replaced in my heart.

Happy 5 Years Anniversary SUPER JUNIOR oppadeul ^^~
Saranghaeyo, yeongwonhi~ ♥  ♥
사랑해요  영원히 ♥ ♥ ~~

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