Fraulein14

After a long long way After taking a lot of time to wait After faces all those pains learning from that wounds how to stand up and stay strong To be honest i never worry if my tears fall for a million times i never worry when i'm alone cos i used to be alone, yeah alone sits here till someone recognize my presence but it's different now we're not close enough but you listen to my sorrow to open up your ears to hear my pain your encouragement.. your smile.. your eyes.. time passed.. i feel something different about you i'm not sure what it supposed to be could it be love? How can i fall after having lots of trauma from thing called love? I don't know how to react in front of you all things seem wrong I'm automatically smile just seeing you from a far could it be love? After being hurt for a lot of time After felt the way being neglected but all i want right now just looking at you and smile stay near you and i can...

i know the title sounds like Super Junior Kyuhyun's song but this post is about a long wait for a love which not sure to comeback anymore It's already 7 years we haven't talked to each other It's already 7 years since the first time i fall yeahh.. i fall in love with you People may say that i'm crazy People may say that i'm blind People may say that i'm out of my mind But it's true.. Cos for 7 years i can keep my love still blossom i can keep that feeling over and again in my mind i can even remember your smile remember your voice and your face.. unfortunately we still separated i keep wondering will we meet again? will i have another chance to see you again? If there's no chance for us to meet again, i'm glad that i found you once i'm glad i'm part of your past though i don't know will you remember me?

Permulaan adalah titik dimana kau berdiri sebuah titik yang menetukan kemana kaki mu hendak melangkah sebuah keputusan yang harus kau buat untuk memutuskan sebuah akhir ya..memang benar,sebuah permulaan akan ditutup dengan sebuah akhir Layaknya cerita dongeng yang memiliki permulaan, tatkala akhir itu pun tiba Siap tidak siap, mau tidak mau.. kita harus menerimanya harus dihadapi Sakit hati,tangis,jeritan hati,tawa,kebahagiaan, hal itu yang mungkin terjadi Namun haruslah kau ingat.. tanamkan pada hati mu sebuah akhir juga adalah sebuah permulaan Sebuah akhir pahit itu akan membukakan pintu permulaan dimana kelak hidupmu akan berubah.. yaaa.. berubah.. entah menjadi buruk atau baik.. entah dengan pemikiran apa.. Itu yang ku dapat sejauh ini Akhir pahit yang ku kecap,ku rasakan, ku lihat dan ku amati sedikit demi sedikit mengubahku sedikit demi sedikit membunuh aku yang dulu.. Aku benci bila harus memakai topeng namun jika tidak,mereka akan semakin gencar menye...