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Raspberry (untold feelings)

Sweet and sour
Smile and tears
That's how i feel when i'm in love

I feel a lot of emotions that you may never understand
I feel them..alone
I keep in silent when i'm in love

People said it's beautiful when you're in love
People said falling in love is the best thing
People said all the good things
but they never told me the bad one

They never told me about this pain
They never said about being alone here
They never said that loving someone makes you depressed

Well it's true
It's always~~

That's why i told you

It's sweet and sour
Loving you just like a raspberry
It hurts when i realize we can't be together
but it's sweet when i realize i'm in love with you


Loving you is like had a raspberry in my mouth
The more i taste it in my mouth the more feelings come
Sweet..
Then sour
After that sweet
then sour
like a cycle..like a loop
Those feelings won't go away

Loving you from this distance is the safe place
Watching you from here seems good to me
Even letting you go to her arms.. i'm ok

Though i want to say YOU CAN'T but my mouth won't say any words
Though i want to keep you here, my body stands still
Though i want to be selfish.. i can't let you love me by pressure

So then i decide to hide this all alone
So i hide this raspberry inside a pie
I hide the raspberry inside a cake
Then when you come to eat that cake or that pie
you'll know my untold feelings
you'll see my untold feelings

you'll see how deep i hide those feelings

but wait until you eat that raspberry
you'll understand my feelings
you'll know how i feel



You will know it was sweet and sour
but i guess you won't never know
My untold feelings
My raspberry





inspired by: Japanese Drama "A Girl and Three Sweethearts" (好きな人がいること)
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